I'm critically in love with you

I like you like super much. For every second, you're stuck in my head. You never fail to make me grin even just in my imagination. Its been a year you're carved in me. Only once a week, four times a month and 40 times a year, I'll be able to see your calming face, flawless eyes and perfect smile. Heart beats out of pace every time  when our eyes meet. I wanted to stare for a little longer each time, but I failed for everytime as I'll look away when that happens and regrets for my act. Hoping you to like me is just an unreality dream that I'll not stop dreaming. Maybe you don't even know my name or a single shit of me, but I'm thankful for at least you know my  existence. Whenever I'm free, I'll start to imagine impossible things about you and me. This is totally out of my control. It just happen so naturally. It has been my habit. And everytime I started to imagine things, I'll  smile alone like something wrong somewhere and that looks super retarded. That's the most effective way to flash my problems away. I'm willing to stay forever in fantasy as long as you're there. I prefer sleeping most of the time just because I can dream and feel good. You mean so so much to me eventhough I'm totally nothing to you. But it's okay, I'm not going to ask for much, that will just make me greedier. I just hope I can see you for a total of 80hours before we walk our own way in the life after form5. Counting down every day makes me a coward to face the unstoppable time. Well, maybe someday, one day you will realize how much I love you and you too love me the way I do. And that day, I'll say 'I DO' before you ask 'WOULD YOU MARRY ME'